It's been so long since I've written. I'm not even sure who may still be checking in on this. Of course, Joshua's adventure with us is over, although my own, new adventure begins. Perhaps that is one reason I haven't written.

I've spent July and August squirreled away in Placerville, staying with Dean and Jennifer. With so many lazy days enjoying the sunshine, it's hard to know where the time goes. My days are spent taking Jackson for early morning walks, reading, writing in my journal, enjoying a glass or two (or more) of wine with Jennifer, going out to dinner or a movie. Really, the life of leisure.

I've made a couple of weekend trips back to San Francisco to see friends and check on the apartment. I never get over the cold summers there. One weekend saw a 40 degree difference in temperatures between Placerville and San Francisco. Needless to say, I caught a cold immediately.

I'm looking forward to getting re-situated in San Francisco in the fall, but not before doing a bit more traveling in September. And yes, I do plan to stay in SF at least for the next year, if not longer. It's become home to me and I am enjoying my circle of friends and having family nearby. Besides, I can't fathom such a major transition as a move right now.

Other than that, I haven't been doing much. I am doing quite well, in spite of everything. To be honest, Joshua was so sick for so long that I have to admit to feeling a certain freedom now that he is gone. I can get out whenever I want and no longer feel the weight of worry holding me down. I hope people can understand this, as I know it might sound a bit harsh. I have to believe Joshua has complete freedom now as well. Free from pain and free from any fear of the unknown.